Experiences

When I become numb of the experiences and repetition of history, I simply fall back on the old way of thoughts. How come "WE" are so weak? For sure we need God, cuz we can't have the slightest control of our future. Yes, I know everything is safe in His hands, but somehow I don't quite understand why He didn't cease it before the problem aggravates. When would He start working? When would I stop inflicting pain on others? When would I stop asking "WHY" ha!

When would I understand?